Tuesday, April 7, 2009

"Oh God I need it. I was was wrong again. Take me to the river and make me clean again. Oh my God, make me clean again! Oh my God, let me see again!" - Manchester Orchestra - The River

I'm trying to figure out how to be the person I was created to be. I'm tired of being unsatisfied with what I have when I'm so insanely blessed. I'm tired of worrying about where I'll be next year, the year after, etc. I'm tired of having these ideals of how my life has to go for me to be happy. I'm tired of being so freakin lukewarm. I love Jesus Christ and I'm going to start acting like it.

1 comment:

cassandra and zachary said...

I love your passion. Yes, God absolutely calls us to be committed, but your deep desire is a great starting place. Quit beating yourself up. Just keep trudging through your humanity. You will be human as long as you live, but your passion for the Lord trumps your humanity. You're in the right place, you're doing the right thing, keep running the race.

Love you, miss you a ton.